Hear me, dad.

I may sound sad while I'm talking to you, but that doesn't mean I'm sad because of you. I may sound upset while sharing something with you, but that doesn't mean I'm upset about you. The way I talk to you about my opinions isn't directly related on how I feel about you.

Yes, I get carried away by my emotions but that doesn't mean I am disrespecting you... 

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I can never be that girl...

I can never be that girl you'll admire and love for how I look. I don't know why it matters, but it just does. Maybe because I can never be her. Or I can never be the person I want myself to be.... in the eyes of other people.

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I Just . . .

I just don't want to be the one who would always ask you if you want to go out and have lunch/dinner together...

Sometimes I just want you to be the one asking me. I want to feel that you are also craving to spend time with me. That you also feel the need to be with me.

But most of the time it sucks to realize that I am this kind of girl. I am who I don't want myself to be...

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