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I know it's been a while since my last post here, and I probably have a couple of drafts that I've yet to publish, but this one seems to be a perfect breaker for everything that's going on inside my head right now.
So I've decided to cut off my Facebook and FBM consumption, primarily because I hated people posting subtle or not-so-subtle spoilers about the Avengers, but now, I've actually discovered a whole new purpose why I needed a detox.
After some time, I came to realize that I needed to detach while I am trying to fix myself back together. I have to limit my interactions with everyone around me, so I could try to ponder on who I've become, and on how can I transform myself into a better version of who I am. I've been feeling really tired lately for no apparent reason, and as much as spas and Netflix are keeping my mind occupied, I still feel like a shit all over the bathroom floor.
So for this reason, I'm keeping a really few people in touch and I'll be back once I feel like I've overcome this phase that I am currently in right now.
I know I'll be fine again. I know I'll get to find my light sooner or later. I know that that woman will be at the end of this dark and lonely tunnel that I've been trudging for weeks now.
Until then.