You can judge all you want, but that's all you can get. You'll never know the truth because you don't deserve knowing it, anyw...
Thursday, December 27, 2012
Wednesday, December 26, 2012
ASDFSGHAM
Eh ganyan ka naman eh. Last night you called me to say "I'm sleepy now I love you good night" then you immediately ended the phone call. Pero di ka naman din natulog after.
Then awhile ago, you texted me you just got home and your sick and you're going to rest na and "I love you good night" pero ang tagal mo paring on line.
I'm just pissed. Seems like you're always in a rush to end the conversation...
Monday, December 10, 2012
Things I'll Never Say
I just cried my heart out a few minutes ago.
Reality made me sad and I felt like I had nowhere to go.
It may always seem like I already have everything I want
But what people don't know is that all this time, I've only been trying to survive.
I never grew up in a big and adorable house
I've never been a princess who has always been loved
I'm one of those kids who's been used to bullying
I always...
Sunday, December 09, 2012
Do you really know me?
People would say they know me and talk things like they really understand me. But, what the hell? You may have known who I WAS but you can never be so sure that you still know who I AM.
Here’s to all the people who act like they know me so well. :...
Monday, December 03, 2012
Done asking for more?
I'm already done
asking for more. If you won't give me enough to make me feel special, then it's
up to you. I've learned how expectations hurt, and I don't wanna feel
disappointments anymore. I'll accept what you give, and we'll be playing fair....
Thursday, October 25, 2012
Can I Explore the World with You?
Warning: this is a drama of an only child
(c) http://www.sptimes.com/2007/06/10/images/xlarge/PascoN_paslane_1697735.jpg
I am not really comfortable talking about this with other people, but I just wanna speak this one out. Just now.
I am an only child and I never really did grew...
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
Mixed Emotions, Beyond Expectations
I've been feeling like a crap since Sunday night (I'm having my monthly period soon, that's why). But anyway... Aside from that, one of the things that bothered(and some still bothering) me is that I might fail Financial Accounting 1 (which, by the way, is my major subject). 'Di ko naman inaasahan...
Monday, October 22, 2012
October SuperSale Bazaar
So my college buddy and I went to WTC for this bazaar last Saturday and look what I've got! Well it's not really a lot but I guess it's alright for a 2,000 PHP budget and I even got a savings of 100.
A dress (380), 2 tops (750), 1 pair of shoes (500), 2 nail polish (and a BB cream w/c...
Sunday, October 21, 2012
Unsafe
When you're surrounded with people whose business is talking about other people's lives, you just don't feel really safe. . .
Or is it just me?
I always find it hard to deal with people, but really, I find it harder when it comes to these type of persons I just mentioned above. It seems like when you're with them, they are your friends. And when you aren't, they talk about you. And when...
Friday, September 21, 2012
Because you always make sense and I don't. Because you aren't shallow and I am.
And I sometimes wonder how would it be like when I stopped caring too much. When I finally became the person who doesn't give a damn about every little thing. Would it make you feel better or worse?
Girls have a habit of being too paranoid about little things and guys easily get annoyed about it. But maybe, we just have our own way of showing how we'd like you to care for us. Maybe we're...
Monday, August 27, 2012
Late Monday Morning Thoughts
You are my lover and my sweetest man
Acting weird around you is just so much fun.
No one has ever made me feel this way
So I'm not letting go, I'm here to stay.
What's up with these words that seem to rhyme?
Oh I don't know baby, they just popped on my mind.
I guess I just simply wanted...
Saturday, August 11, 2012
Living in a World of Lies
I've always been that kind of girl who's too conscious of how people might see me. I always try to put up my better side to conceal my flaws. I always prefer to be seen as the innocent, sweet and understanding girl one could ever know. But the real thing is, am I really that person? Do I always...
Thursday, August 09, 2012
At least be sensitive enough...
I woke up to the news that residents of Marikina are being forced to evacuate from their area. After that, I found out that even Cavite is now under the state of calamity. What's next? I really hope for these things to end now, if not, at least keep everyone really safe. But what actually bothers me is that how insensitive some people can be.
It sucks to see some posts regarding makeup classes,...
Wednesday, August 08, 2012
Just a rainfall...
It's been raining hard since Monday and classes have been suspended since Tuesday. It's quite surprising how damaging this rainfall had been, to think that there isn't even any typhoon in our country's area of responsibility. Yes, I'm stuck in this house, but lucky enough to feel safe from floods. Oh how I wish everyone's safe, too. It's heartbreaking, indeed, to be in this kind of situation....
REAL BITCH
BITCHES GONNA BITCH, WHORES GONNA WHORE, SLUTS GONNA SLUT. Oh, is that even valid?
Oh women, back off. Stop trying to get the attention of a man who's already taken. Fuck it off. Home wreckers. =_=" Go fuck yourself if you want something to fuck. Stop trying to cross the boundaries. Get a life. OUT. OF. U...
Monday, July 30, 2012
Why is everything so confusing?
Words. Words. Words. What do I want to say? What do I want to hear? What do I want to listen to? What do I want to conceal? But really, of all these desires, what do I need?
We're living in a world where we aim to please, as they say. But does this justify the lies we utter in order to please others? Does this justify the pain after knowing we have just been fooled by these words? I don't know....
Thursday, July 26, 2012
Running away is never a solution. . .
I've been sick for 3 days and it feels like I'm trying to escape from my so-called "school responsibilities." Good or bad? Thumbs up or down? Yay or nyay?
One thing's for sure: I didn't want this in the first place. Who would want this fucking amoebiasis? :( And now I have already missed 2 lessons from my major subject. And I swore that the moment I feel better, real better, I'd really work...
Saturday, May 05, 2012
I needed to spill this out, so yeah.
May 4, 2012. This day has been so complicated, weird, and wonderful at the same time. It's been twisted and turned, making my mood swing back and forth. (Uhh, yeah. Whatever.)
I woke up this morning with a confused mind. I was feeling unsure of what day it is, making me ask myself if I have a...
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Strawberry & Choc mint ♥
Gelatissimo Choc mint & Strawberry @ Trinoma
Yay! My first time to try this one. Hihi. :") So last Friday, my HS bestfriends and I went out for a movie date. Luckily, the tickets we had included a free scoop when we buy one @ Gelatissimo. We never wanted to waste that, so we availed that freebie...
Thursday, April 26, 2012
A Date with Beloved Self ♥
Chatime's Strawberry and Kiwifruit Juice
El Pollo Loco's Chicken Taco
This is how I try to make myself feel better every time I'm having a bad day. Well honestly, I wasn't that satisfied with El Pollo Loco's chicken taco. 'twas too plain. I'd prefer their soft chicken taco than this one....
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Grilled Chicken Taco Salad ♥
@ Mexicali, SM Mall of Asia
04/25/12. I actually went here because I was craving for tacos. But seeing their menu made me think if I should have quesadilla, burrito, tacos (of course), or this salad. But my mood's so off and I just wanted to have something new. So I chose to order this for my brunch,...
Saturday, April 21, 2012
19th ♥
Had my birthday celebration twice with my awesome college friends. :") Thanks for all the surprises and for the time and effort you've exerted just to make me happy. I love you all! ...
Mom, Dad, This One's for You. :)
It's been almost a year since I've made the decision to leave DLSU for San Beda College. It wasn't an easy choice, but now I could see that it is indeed worth it...
Being a Dean's Lister is a great feeling, but being one of those who belonged on top of the list is more than what anyone could...
Monday, April 09, 2012
Uhhh, ehhh, hello? :*
MEH. I dunno why ayum doing this, but yeah, I just wanna make you feel special... and I want you to know that I am a PROUD GIRLFRIEND too! Because I have you. :(
So... hello Mr. Marvin Carandang, happy 1/12versary (uhh, sayo galing yan diba? :P). :") I don't want this post to be so cheeeeeeessssssyyyyy...
Sunday, February 12, 2012
Sunday Vanity ♥
Each of us has our own way of feeling happy...
and these pictures explain what's mine. :) Hahaha! Well, I just love the vibes this Sunday gives me. Seems like each picture shows how girly I am. (Feeler.) Oh. Just a brief blogging for today. Still got a lot of things to do! Blame Saturday for making...
Saturday, February 11, 2012
✔ Reality Check: Yes, I'm Feeling Great Again ;)
"How others see you is not important. How you see yourself means everything."
Hello to this little girl in the picture, who was fin'lly able to grow up. :)
Well... I've been thinking about things lately, and it quite surprised me how fast time could pass by. It's also quite surprising...
Sunday, January 22, 2012
1st Typography ♥
I've been trying to figure out how this one works...
and I'm so glad that I finally learned how to make one! ♥ Thanks to this tutorial for being such a great help. :") It took me hours to finish this. It has a lot of imperfections and it is not like a professional artist's masterpiece,...
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Motivated, but not that inspired.
Today I shall not sleep and shall work hard for my ACC02 midterms exam tomorrow.
Nerd mode all day, all night til midnight. Motivated, but not inspired. Despite this fact, I believe that motivation is even more powerful and effective than the latter. So, here I go tonight. The battle has not...
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Five Years. ♥
Five years of friendship. And counting.
Sino mag-aakalang hanggang ngayon best friend parin kita? =)) Anyway, Marie Katherine Indiongco, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! \;D/ Tayo'y magdiwang at dalaga ka na! (Teka, sa 21 ka pa magcecelebrate diba? :)) ) Anyway, Hayaan mong ilaan ko ang blog post...
Tuesday, January 03, 2012
2012, Bring It On!
(January 3, 2012 - 3:16 AM)
/ The last night I'd be falling apart. :') /
2011 has been a tough year, I shall say. And with that, I dare not say every single event that happened way back then. I've been trying to figure things out lately, and I've really been through a lot of reminiscing. I've been...