There's this girl that I used to know
We were once so close and insep'rable
But life's been cruel and things have changed...
Light as a feather, she's been blown away
The idea of her is the only thing that remained
But that isn't enough for her presence to be felt...
I wish I could bring her back, but I just couldn't
Because the path she's chosen is far from where I am
She's gone too...
Tuesday, December 24, 2013
Sunday, September 29, 2013
You're an A-hole.
You make me feel sick.
& I am tired of dealing with your bullsh...
Monday, August 26, 2013
Is Anybody Out There?
I need you to listen to me...
I'm tired. I feel like I can't make it anymore. Nakakapagod kasi alam kong may mali, pero hindi ko maitama. I wanted to go back, and tell my parents "Magsshift na lang po ako."
I could have been happi...
Monday, August 05, 2013
I feel bad. I feel worse. I feel worst.
Idk if I could still handle this.
My failures don't motivate me anymore. Another failing mark and I know for sure that it'll just bring me down further.
Save m...
Sunday, July 21, 2013
Okay Lang Ako.
Siyempre ako nanaman yung may mali, yung may kasalanan. Napaka-unreasonable ko kasi, mababaw, at mahirap intindihin. Sorry ha? Hindi ko kasi kayang ipaliwanag nang maayos sarili ko. At tuwing susubukan ko naman, wala namang nakakaintindi sa'kin. Ayoko lang naman makaabala pa sa'yo. Ayokong magmukhang laging nakaasa sa'yo. Eh wala eh, sa kagustuhan kong mapabuti at makauwi nang safe nang mas mabilis...
Friday, July 19, 2013
Futuncertainty
Who will I be? What will I become? Where will I be working? Who am I gonna be with?
Will the life I have chosen now bring me to the path that I ought to take? Or will it just make my journey go around the same circle?
How will I be practicing my profession after graduating and passing the board exam? How will I be taking care of my own family while managing my career?
Are...
Friday, June 21, 2013
Isn't It Ironic, Don't You Think?
Well, life has a
funny way of sneaking up on you
when you think everything's okay and
everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out
when you think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up in
your face
Isn’t
ironic when you thought you’ve already had everything in control but, the next
thing you know is that you’re already losing them? Isn’t ironic...
Wednesday, May 15, 2013
Hear me, dad.
I may sound sad while I'm talking to you, but that doesn't mean I'm sad because of you. I may sound upset while sharing something with you, but that doesn't mean I'm upset about you. The way I talk to you about my opinions isn't directly related on how I feel about you.
Yes, I get carried away by my emotions but that doesn't mean I am disrespecting you...&nbs...
Monday, May 13, 2013
I can never be that girl...
I can never be that girl you'll admire and love for how I look. I don't know why it matters, but it just does. Maybe because I can never be her. Or I can never be the person I want myself to be.... in the eyes of other peopl...
Thursday, May 02, 2013
I Just . . .
I just don't want to be the one who would always ask you if you want to go out and have lunch/dinner together...
Sometimes I just want you to be the one asking me. I want to feel that you are also craving to spend time with me. That you also feel the need to be with me.
But most of the time it sucks to realize that I am this kind of girl. I am who I don't want myself to be....
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Mentally Disoriented
Trapped and helpless
Lost and dumbfounded
I wish I never asked
I wish I never knew
Gullible and naive
Shallow and absurd
The argument is over
I'm never gonna win
Stepped with the wrong foot
Tripped by the other
Wounded by my choices
Damaged by accident
The past clouds my judgment
The present's filled with skepticism
Something's holding me back
But the future's pulling me through
Now the spotlight's...
Friday, April 12, 2013
Every Day by David Levithan - A Review
Every Day by David Levithan
My rating: 4 of 5 stars
I'll go with the safe rating, 4/5.
I liked the book, yes. But it's driving me crazy. I still can't figure out how he was born that way, living and waking up as another person since birth. How was he even born? I mean, seriously? And the lives of...
Thursday, March 28, 2013
The Giver by Lois Lowry - A review
The Giver by Lois Lowry
My rating: 4 of 5 stars
Not everything under control is perfect. And every single thing could never be under anyone's control.
A society telling us what we must become, a society deciding what's best for us, a society trying to maintain...
Monday, March 18, 2013
Never enough. Well, what's new with that?
Feeling motivated can never be enough. You've got to have the will to get things done.
It just sucks to realize that no matter how much I try to understand everything, no matter how much time I allot for me to accomplish these things, no matter how many things I've given up just to focus on these tasks at hand, I still end up feeling that my efforts aren't enough.
Because I know they aren't. I...
Saturday, March 16, 2013
At the end of the day...
Sometimes I feel like you're ignoring me on purpose.
Sometimes I feel like you don't care.
Sometimes I feel like you can't understand me.
Or maybe you just don't.
Every time I feel bad about the way you're treating me, I sometimes wonder if this is worth it. I tend to question myself if this is what I really want.
Guess what.
I always end up realizing that despite everything, I still...
Sunday, March 10, 2013
March 09, 2013
http://instagram.com/p/WqVg-jxtfD/
Here's to a day well-spent with my boyfriend :")
One year down, and for now we'll take it as far as we could go. I love you so much, baby :* I'm sorry kung na-didisappoint kita most of the time. I may not be the type of person who would always know the right...
Saturday, February 23, 2013
You know when love truly sucks?
It's when you tried to give your best to them and yet they keep on looking for something from someone el...
Because Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough...
Despite everything we have now, we will always have the tendency to "crave" for something we don't have.
No matter how much we try to be just the best for the persons we love, we just can never be enough for them.
We love them, they love us back... We are blinded by this love that we have learned to believe that despite our insecurities and flaws, they truly feel something real for us....
Wednesday, January 02, 2013
You say...
You say it's okay, when in fact it's not. You say you aren't expecting, when the truth is, you are. And you have to keep these all to yourself because you don't want to look desperate for his attention, for his presence. But you know to yourself how much it kills you inside. ...